Dressing Up

(this post is here just in case imageshack loses my pic :p )

Halloween is coming up and it's dressing up time! I've brought a couple of costumes way back and I've never really gotten around trying them on and taking some pics..

Then I couldn't decide if I prefer it with the black g-string or the red g-string.. so I just went without :p



And of course the pics are taken with the help of Nu Bra :p

pictures

Lg's birthday is coming up and I've got a surprise planned up for him :) I was cracking my head, trying to think of something to do for him which I haven done before.. and after much web surfing, I finally settled on dressing up :p

I'm having so much fun shopping online, the costumes and lingerie are all so pretty!! I'm picking some more up from my seller tmr, I really can't wait!

Was gonna surprise lg tonight with a nice homecooked dinner but before that, I had to have my own share of fun, so sweetie and I arranged for a preview in the afternoon. Unfortunately work beckons and .. .. ...

too bad my dear.. but I'm really not rubbing salt into your wounds :p but since u can't see it in person, I have to show u somehow..



I was all ready to answer the door dressed in this.. and u know I dun like vpl.. ..



Showing just enough and not too much..(getting all trigger-happy since I have the place all to myself..)

But this is only the starter.. the surprise I got for my lg is.. ..
Presenting.. ... .. The French Maid costume!




I look so damn cute in it! The only thing is that it's a little too long for my liking, but it's angmo size and me is hobbit.. oh well..






Now this is known as the power of NuBra.. it's not real but it sure looks good :p

So Long..

Farewell to this blog.

This blog had served me well, it's the perfect place to vent my frustrations, explore my fantasies and I got the added bonus of knowing people through it :p But as mentioned before, I need to shift and here's my new blog url:

http://thegirlwithsakura.wordpress.com

darandjay and breaks free had outlived their lifespan, they don't really mean anything much to me anymore, but I'm keeping my email add, it's too troublesome to change to a new one.

darandjay stands for me and D and breaking free stands for me being free of the cage I've kept myself in, but neither is me right now.

My feelings for D had faded away, even if I'm asking him out now, it's as a friend and nothing else, we've broke up more than 2 years back and I'm already married, it just doesn't make sense for me to hold on anymore. There are times where I miss him out of the blue but such incidents are getting less frequent and recently there's periods of time where I totally forgot about him. D will always be in my mind, in the back of my mind.

I realize over time that walls and cages are there for a reason and there's no need for me to break free of them coz I have the keys to the door. Occasionally I'll let myself out for some fun but at the end of the day, I'll always go back to my little cage, I like it that way, I feel secure in it.

So it's time for this blog to retire.. it's time for a new chapter..

Disturbing

I've been reading some stuff and it kinda unsettled me.

I think I'm pretty open when it comes to sex, I dun mind flings, I dun mind a purely sexual relationship, but when it comes to multiple partners with people I hardly know, I can't do it. There's no such thing as one night stand for me coz I dun like sleeping with a stranger, I gotta know the person. Sex is still just sex but it's more than just having a drink together, the least I have to know is the person's sexual history.

Girls are way more susceptible to STDs than guys, it's just the way we're built, I seriously do not want to get anything unpleasant. And sleeping with a stranger is just so clinical, you fuck then you leave, without even knowing the person's name?! What if something happens and 10 years down the road, all you can tell your child is that his dad is tall and dark, now how sad is that? Or worst, you can't even remember how he looks like coz you're drunk!?

It's one thing to be open, it's another to be casual and stupid.

I seriously do not understand this guy, first he flirts with me, then he tells me about "the issue" and then like it never happened, he flirts with me again. I really dunno what to make out of him, that issue is not a small matter and yet.. .. I know I'm being a busybody but once someone tells me about an issue on such a scale, I would feel involved and the need to do something, to help out some way, and there he goes brushing the matter aside.

If you don't need my help, then don't tell me about it, dun talk about it then brush it off.. I dun like the way he's handling the situation, it's just being irresponsible, but then again, who am I to judge him. Shall not waste my time on him, he's not a good person anyway. I really don't like it when someone contacts me only when he needs me to do something for him.

Anyway M has been trying to get me out and I've been trying to get D out. Funny eh, the person you dun wanna see will always call you and the person whom you want to see will never call you.

Let's fling baby

Flinger, what an interesting term. From the comments, it's funny to know that some people are actually naive enough to think that flingers don't exist.

Flings, I've talked about this before.

I dun need a reason to get a fling, I get a fling because I want to. I dun really understand why people need justification for the things they do, like some of my friends, we fuck simply because we want to, coz it's enjoyable. Do you need a reason to have a great time?

Why make things so complicated? Why bother to come up with silly reasons? I want a fling coz my gf is not free.. huh? How 15-year-old is that?? gee..

Let's be honest here, who doesnt like to fuck around? Who doesnt like to know that they are desirable? Who is not curious about sex outside of a relationship? We are humans, we're born curious. Some people suppress their urges, others pretend that they are holy, and some condemn people who gives in..

I prefer to be honest, if I am attracted to you, I'll probably bed you. But before that, I'll make it clear that I'm in a relationship and I'm not gonna give it up coz of some random guy. A fuck is just a fuck, a dick is just a dick.

It's always a very clear cut thing for me, sex is sex and love is love, love can lead to sex, sex can lead to love, but these two things are no way dependant on each other, if it is, I dun think we'll have many children running around, do you really believe that all married couples love each other? Being married for 3 weeks, I can safely conclude that the greatest thing in marriage is not love, it's tolerance. You don't stay together coz you love each other, you live together coz you can tolerate each other.

Maybe love is the reason why we learn to tolerate, but there's a lot of other reasons for so, why else would my 23 year old friend bear a son for a man who's old enough to be her father? Coz he's fucking rich and drives a Mercedes SL350, that's why. No, I do not believe for a single moment that she loves him, she loves money more than anything else.

Alright, shall not bitch about other's personal life.. I'm looking forward to meet him soon :p and I miss my FB!! He seems to be so busy these day :(

Live hard, play hard, die young..

According to this site..

Jess: At age 56 you will go down in a small raft, in your friend's pool, and subsequently drown.

Now the next thing to do is to find a friend who actually has a pool..

I like the idea of dying young, 56 is already too old for my liking :p

Year of the Boar

I thought boars hump alot, so apparently this is not my year. No sex and only weight gain for the year.. gee.. what kinda year is this??

Happy times are always the shortest time, I love new year for the food and the gamble~~ It's a stereotype, but every race have their downfalls, drugs for malays, alcohol for indians and gambling for chinese. I can attest to that, I still love to gamble, even after my dad gambled all his money away, I guess it's in our blood. The lure of the casino..

It always start small, 50 cents becomes a dollar, then 2 bucks, then 10 and soon it's bets of 50 bucks. Lucky for me, lg sweetly decides to be my sponsor and though he lost 80 bucks, I went home 40 bucks richer.. hee.. Whatever I lost is his money, whatever I won is my money, see why I love my lg so much?

You win some, you lose some.. Since the start of the year, I've scored zero, not even once.. Of course lg wants it, but I wasn't really in the mood for it, I blame it on my unnecessary faith in modern science. I tampered with my monthly cycle and I ended up with 2 weeks of heavy spotting with 1 week of regular menses, that's like zero mood for sex for like 3 weeks~~ ok, not really zero mood but there's lots of things we can't do and I really dun want to stain the new sheets.

I miss being licked..

Everything should be over by the end of the week, so I'm gonna get my fill, I need a good fuck..

Oh, I became the blue eye monster over the new year :p My new blue contacts are a shade too light for my liking, but I've already brought 2 pairs :p so it's makeup with blue contacts for the next two months, which is tedious coz I hate to remove makeup, I'm a lazy shit :p

Adventurous

Since I can't reply to comments at work, shall post my opinions then :p

About the cutting corner stuff, going at 80kph is really not that bad, I've tried higher speeds and I'm still alive. Gotta clarify, I'm not talking at hair-pin turns, if you go at 80, you would definitely flip, but Singapore dun have that many such turns, the only ones I can think of are at Kent Ridge and I was nowhere near there that day.

I love speed, I really do, D and I went up to almost 180 on one of the expressways, it was so thrilling, I thought I was going to die :p Then there was the time where we took the Woodlands Ave 2 exit from SLE, the bike was so close to the ground that his knees were just inches away, damn exciting.

I love myself too, so I choose my drivers and riders, that's why I never ride with a P plate. I know all my drivers and I know where their skills level are.

There is a thin line between being aggressive and reckless, my driver was definitely just being aggressive and not reckless. Hey, we're talking about guys who had been driving since they're 13 and had been driving for more than 10 years :p I have full confidence in them, plus I'm adventurous.

Giving a BJ while the driver is speeding.. hmm.. sounds dangerous, but that's right up my alley :p

P.S. No photos of my tattoo at the moment, the redness had went away but it's scabbing, so it's not that pretty for now :p When exactly do I start to put on moisturizer? My skin is so dry.. and it's itchy..

Aggressive

It's been quite some time since I've experienced truly aggressive driving. I'm not talking about just driving fast and reckless, there's a very fine line between being reckless and being aggressive, and it's the latter I prefer. Being reckless is just being reckless, being aggressive means you drive fast but you take care of the safety factor.

Lg drives safe, coz it's my dad's car so he never speeds over 110 and basically he's like the guai guai driver, which is real good but I prefer some extra entertainment during the ride. Today I finally gotta cut a corner at 80kph, after so long, finally someone who drives the way that I like.

Fast and aggressive, just the way I like it.

Proud

It's no biggie but I'm darn proud of myself. I finally got myself inked ^^/

Was it painful? Yah, of course it's fucking painful, was still bleeding when I got home. But it's really not that bad, there's more pressure and vibration then actual sharp pain. At the end of it, I was more tired than painful, I was too tense so I more or less stayed in the same position throughout. Bad idea.

It was super painful when he was doing the hip bone area, very very painful!! But after he done that part, the rest is a breeze, I have a high tolerance for pain anyway.

The whole thing only took me like 45 minutes, it was fast :p But the moment he started, what went through my mind was.. What the fuck am I doing?? It's not regret but I just can't believe that I was actually paying money for pain.. my gosh..

But it was worth the pain, it looks fantastic, just what I wanted :) Lg appreciates it coz I got his initials on me right now :p I love my sakura, they look damn good :)

I'm very happy and proud of myself.. hee..